i donno if this helps but think about how it can change ur life how u will be happy if u did accomplish it, the only person that can truly motivate u is just u no one can do it better for u, and remember when the night gets darker it means the sun rise is near , meaning when things get harder u must push ur self harder , imagine ur self in ur death bed what will u feel looking back to how ur life was will it be regret or will it be success , i donno u or what u wanna achieve but i wish u best of luck