Mejemeria stop stressing. Set a goal keza devide those goals into small digestible goals. You are not your own slave master rasehen/raseshin stasgedeji/atasgeded. Negotiate with yourself and start small. Atneche chereshe medicine gebdche menamen eyalk everyday metaseb kehine betam teteshenaleh. Selezi take it one day at a time. Today what can i do yemilew lay becha focus madreg. Keza if you do 1% better tomorrow kezarew, that'd be awesome. Stop expecting drastic changes from yourself. Look for sustainable small steps you can take towards improving yourself. And you got this!!!! But why do you want to join medicine though? As a medical student myself, I wouldn't recommend unless there is absolutely nothing else you are interested in pursuing in life. So please really really think about it. Hope this helps. 🤗🤗