there is no pass just deal with it

ከመብዛቱ የተነሣ አንድ በአግባቡ ላስታውስ አልቻልኩም ።

Betam aschegari gize behiwote university wust new ahunm ezaw eyetemarku new mn meseleshi yehone lij ale ena ewedshalehu mnamn blo tewawekegni betam konjo new melkm akuamm mnm ayiwetaletm ena makabed ayihonbgnina enem betam konjo negni plus sew alanagrm kurat neger alebgni gin salasbew lju gar tegbabanna yebeal abren enasalf kegbi wuchi enwta alegni gena ketewawekn besamntachin keza bchayen dorm tegniche kemasalf bye eshi alkut gin yalasebkut neger tefetere lju abren kaladern ale kemeznagna betu snweta 12:45 akababi neberna eyemeshe slehone bajaj lgeba sil embi blo begd eyegeotete wesedegni keza menged layi ene mnm slaltetahu esu tnshim bihon sekro neberna lameltew stagel betam bzu seat koyen betam yemigermew neger endeza sifeter bzu sew eyaye neber ena hulum ene mn agebagni ken tesmamtachihu wetachihu mata layi yemn embi new mnamn eyalu yeakababiw sewochi zim blewgni alefu keza endemnm bye zede asebkuna fit lefit aspalt teshagren suk ale ena eza lhid wuha efelgalehu alkut esum eshi ale keza wuha gezahuna esu layi afeseskubet skaru bilekew bye gin lju rasun betam yawk neber keza wuhawn kemto ene layi syafes ejen lekogni sleneber endeagatami and bajaj fit lefite komo neber keza ruche gebahu ena keza gotto liyaswetagni sil bajaju wust yalewn lij akfe alekm alku ena lju teketlogni geba keza gbi sanders fit layi weyim asalfek awrdegni alew keza Egziabher yisyewna bale bajaju gbiw ber layi aweredegni keza ruche gbi gebahu ljum bale bajaju gar tetala betam tesadebe bcha yezan ken saleks neber yaderkut ena lebzu ken wendochin sayi shock eyadereku neber ena yihe yene agatami new

አሁን ያለውበት ብር በማጣት እየተንገላታው እያለ አንድ ነገር ነበረኝ እሱም ዲሽ መስሪያ እቃ/finder/ ድሮ እሱን ንቄው ስራውም የለም ብዬ አሁን ግን ብዙ ነገር ገብቶኝ እሰራለው የሚያስፈልገውን አሟልቼ ስል ያንን ያየ ጠላት በቃ እቃውን ይዤው እየሄድኩ በምሽት እቃውን አስበላኝ አሁን ምንም የለኝም እና ስራም ጠፋ ተስፋዬን አጨለመው አሁን ጎዳና ምወጣበትን ቀን እየጠበኩ ነው አሁን ምኔን ላማር እድሌን እራሴን ልውቀስ ግራ ገባኝ ዞሮ ዞሮ ምንም ጥቅም የለውም ግን አላለፍኩትም ግን...

Some of my challenging moments 1.While I was in university, 2.when I was working in some rural area , what I did to survive was persistence and making some decisions that were hard to decide but are worth it or I might say will be worth it. As the my buddy c. Bukowski wrote "Existence was not only absurd, it was plain hard work. Think of how many times you put on your underwear in a lifetime. It was appalling, it was disgusting, it was stupid."

Mebrat tefto meta (betam sasaterew malet new)

The worst thing that happened in my life was being treated as a choice and losing my beloved family member. Idk how I deal with it actually but in the case of being treated as a choice I started distancing myself from those people. And with the loss I haven't still recovered I am just leaving with the pain.