Imagine how many people want what you want. So it means it's difficult. So, while you are here, study, do internships, get experience, meet people, join rotract, got to toastmasters...etx Before you know it, people and situations will guide you the way to make it good here or to find opportunity for you to go abroad. Otherwise, if you go abroad with no plans and papers, you will waste years trying to prove yourself in their system and you will be in the same feeling you're in right now but in a different country.