Yeah sorry about your situation. But I have been dying to ask people behind the scenes in Amharic movies. Why can't you put a little bit more thought and effort in your work. I mean learn from old writers, improve your art mnamn ende it's embarassing betam eko. They all want to kill yourself from shame. You might brush these of as negativity or you can take this an hobest constructive criticism and become a writer we admire, are proud of and talk about to our friends and family. I hope you find a sponsor but more importantly I hope you do good work. Good luck and take it easy.