Ayzosh you're not alone.. There are a lot of girls who liked a guy they have no future with and had a hard time to get over including me. I suggest you pray well, read self development books especially about self-worth and books which really help you understand your feelings and emotions & which help you define and understand why you feel a certain way.. In my case I used to be attracted to men who were not after me as in they like me but not well enough but I like them too much. And I understood why that was later after I saw a psychologist.. It was because I didn't have father love when I needed it growing up since I was 11 I think. My father was distant alkerebegnm beza lay ego neberew haylegna neber plus he didnt have a good relationship with my mom so I was really hurt by him a lot so when I find the slightest attention from a man betamm des yelegnal keza demo sikorabgn new mewedew enji enen silemen alkerbewm erekalehu.. but when I talked about it wetalgn all my trauma but it's a process and I'm still healing. What you see at home growing up really matters you have no idea.. For me it defined my relationship with men.. ene salakew unconsciously my mind was programmed so in order to break free from that hell I read books and talked about it to my psychologist. And I realized I was searching for the love I didn't get from my father so I always seeked validation from others which is not right so maybe you didn't love this guy truly.. Maybe gf slalew ena needy slalhone yehonal. Taken guys attract miyadergugn gizem neber ene and I was in conflict with myself always. Enen wedo felgo yelemenegnen embi beyewalew mnm slalaweku yane. because I was not over the guy I liked who also had a Gf. Ahun I regret it. Yewnet love mn endehone alakm neber so I think you should read to know yourself better then when you change your thinking things which happen to you will also change. Anyways this is my advice.