Girl you did right. Way to go. Congratulations. You actually get to use ur senses😚. Honestly am so happy for you. You know what you should do... You should go to Othodox Christina beytekrestyan and ask senbet tmehert bet tmareywoch about this they will arrange everything for you in a way that won't pressure you🤗 Since you have a sense of what's right and wrong,you ain't gotta worry abt a thing sis... You can learn and know... I wish you all the best, make sure to pray. And try not to tell your Protestant friends because it will only make things harder for you. Know secreately until you have enough knowledge to defeat any ....words they may say to you. Don't worry the truth always wins.🤷🙏 I strongly recommend you to have Orthodox Christian friends, especially those who know about it better. Don't you ever listen to the words of an orthdox Christian who don't know enough and allow it to guide u the wrong way. Try to calm down and see things through. You probably know all this😎 , I can tell by this decision of your, I am so proud of you ,but I still wanna say my piece of mind☺. 🙏🙏🙏kbreh ysfa