Hey. Am engaged. Or was at least. I have sometimes temper problem. And I lashed out over sms to my fiancé. I have to admit I was rude. And now she said she's done and think everything was a mistake. She shut me out completely from talking to her. Everyone loses their game but still that can't be a reason. And idk what to do rn. Nothing I do helps. I feel so helpless. I tried explaining but seems like she's done. And am scared to let this go because it wasn't just simple relationship. And she finished everything by saying I don wanna be with a guy of behaviour like urs. Idk what to do. Everything seems dark. I haven't told my family that things are over and I don't really know till how long I can keep it from family or anyone because it would be idk a very shameful news for my family while they were expecting good things. So I ask you readers what can I do because my heart feels helpless and I just want to leave everything. It's too much.