I'm sorry you had to go through this gn if u really wanna change urself, pick a hobby, something that u are into bcha yehone neger merteh esu lay mesrat tchlaleh. Esun improve lemareg mokr. Egziabher hulunm sew sifetr bemknyat new. Maytekm sew mibal yelem. Sew u're special silh, it might sound like a cliche but it aint. You really are. Endezi miyasb aymro eyaleh altekmm malet lk aydlem. Tselot sttsely demo kezi mood wst lemewtat sayhon ke egziabher gar lemawratna lemegenagnet new mehon yalebet. Keza it's God himself that will make you happy. The more you pray the more you get satisfied with your relationship with God. Like he's out there listening to you eko😁. Demo start reading like beken for 30 minutes lihon ychlal bcha start reading. Demo like I also have a strict family ena don't ever watch what the "cool kids" instagram or snapchat or whatever. It makes u compare urself with them malet enesu they go out, have fun mnamn ena enes bleh endtasb yareghal gn lemme tell u, people that go out, have fun, drink mnamn like they're just wasting their lives. Im tellin u bc ik. I have a friends that go out a looot ena i sometimes feel left out gn their life is full of unnecessary ugly drama, theyre not happy rasachewn compare yaregalu ena confidence isn't about what you have. It's about the mentality. If you are an insecure person, yefelege neger binorh you're still gonna want more and envy people. If you're confident gn mnm baynorh rasu u feel satisfied. Kemnm belay confident miyaregh negere demo manbeb new so read and work on yourself😁 ena ayzoh, you might not know it gn u matter. Eski count people that love you malet everyone in ur family mnamn