Hey sis, i feel you. I am gay, not a lesbian. I found out that i was gay when i was 13, when i got my first crush with a boy, but i thought i needed change. Begged god for help, cried all night, just to fulfill what dumb people thought was normal. My life was a hell. I had sex at 15 and it felt so f*** good. I asked my self why would god make me feel so good when i do this and then say it's wrong. Why? Why would he make it feel so good? Th. My question about faith began and i literally turned from a conservative gay to a liberal gay which was a huge shift for me. Now i am a proud gay, an Athiest, Bipolar (cuz of the huge stress that was put on a young teenage) and finally came out to my sister (which she fully supports it now) and m aunt and my best friend (he is straight).My advice for you. Don't hide your self, cuz they feel stronger when you do that. And luckily you're not gay cuz being gay is so much harder than being straight, Why? Cuz most men are so dumb that they expect mens to be only attracted to women, so if they come across a man who loves they would automatically think that's he has a fault and he should either be fixed or killed, cuz they are literally dumb enough to believe religion for everything it says (what a dushback), that's why lesbians aren't treated as badly cuz lesbians love women, just like men, which doesn't threaten their sexuality that's why they don't illegalize lesbianism in arab countries or most homophobic countries.
My advice for you
You didn't choose to be a lesbian, you didn't want to love women, you were just born like that. Don't let people judge you for what you didn't choose. You're beautiful the way you are. Your true colours are what matters and you'll always be beautiful wearing them. And don't worry lesbians aren't imprisoned in Ethiopia cuz they feel like it shouldn't matter.
Oct 01, 2020