Girls only: have you ever kissed, made out, or hooked up with a random guy at a club and regret everything afterwards? Like feeling extremely disgusted and unworthy? It’s been over a year now. We didn’t even have sex (I’m a virgin) but we were in one hotel room together and he dry humped me and he was on top of me, me being too scared to say anything. I know God protected me that night because he could’ve just raped me. I still feel sexually traumatized. I know a lot of other girls have experienced same things and even worse like rape. I just can’t get over what happened, I can’t let it go. How am I ever gonna heal ?