my parents are divorced and before the divorce me and my siblings have been through a lot and both my parents abuse us mentally and physically especial my mother she always hit us when ever she got a fight with our father and insult us very badly like she say u guys are worthless u look ugly u are the ugliest person on earth u do this because someone have done it u always copy things u dont have confidence blablabla when gusts come to our home she pretend to be the good all loving mother she even cahnge our name when she call us in front of them and leave us when she got tired of her husband and come back when she feel better and my father he is a drunk man who always insult us bad word like saying u guys are bic** like ur mother u are not my child she cheated on me.......and we(me and my siblings) used to run during mid night b/c he got gun and we afraid he would shoot actually he shoot some times when we leave and here is the thing now im grown up im 20 and my parent they are divorced and we used to live with our father after the divorce bt after 2 years we start living with our mother whom she live in her brother house after all this every thing pass and now my parents dont talk any more and i think they start regretting or because we are on the way the success they do this to get the credit i dont know bcha they start acting nice my father dont insult us anymore he do what ever we ask him to do and he is even start planing our future life like he start process of putting us in micro finances....and my mother whom we live with her she start giving us good food which she never did she used to serve the good food for gusts bt not anymore she insult us still bt less than when we used to child's bt me i coudnt get it ot of ever thing that i have been before im insecure, dont have confidence, and dont trust people, and i dont know hw to love 2 and the behavior of me is growing every day and these day i couldnt even control my self from doing all bad things im pushing the ppl that care for me like real care and i couldnt stand my mother after all what she did to us she start acting nice and its giving me all the hard times i wish i could tell her all the wound and hole she created inside me bt then if i do that she start all the drama i have been good mother all my life i do every thing i can to rise them blablabla and all the ppl know what she wanted them to know that she is good mother who suffer from her bad husband and sacrifice every thing for her children bt the truth is the reverse its true her husband hurt her bt what she did to us is not acceptable and here is my thought if a father is bad or mean well most of the father are like that and i dnt care but when a mother is like this there is no any excuse for that and i couldnt move my self from this mess pls help me guys 😔 if there is some one who have the same story like me pls tell me how do you move on and it made me bing insecure about ma life and my lv life i meet some one who truly loves me amd care for me bt i couldnt be with him b/c of all my insecureness and how can i change my behaviour how can i live my life forgetting all this madness and heathered pls help me guys Thanks in advance
Jun 26, 2020Ewshhh habibti idk mn endemlsh i wish i could help ena kezi mess bawetash endezi exact situation bayhonm enem broken behone family wst new yadekut enabzu fetenawoch alfialew i wish yehone group binor broken behone family wst ladegu sewoch ena bedemb bnawera lela sew understand miregen aymeslegnm anyways wedefetari tetegi bedemb esu bcha new liakmen michlew allah yrdash if u wanna talk am here (set negn demo )
Aug 11, 2026(edited)