Yene konjo mejemerya anchi rashn kalwededsh ena kaltekebelsh lela sw aywedshm aykebelshm. I think the first thing you have to do it develp self love. Haymanot kalesh behaymanotsh tenkri. Have a good relation with your God. Beterefe metsaf anbebi. Miyasdestshn neger felgi your passion! Physically demo yegodelegn neger yale ymeslegnal bleshal. It's okay to feel like that we all feel like that sometimes. Betam mekeyer mtfelgiw neger kehone ena mekeyer michl neger kehone keyriw anchin kasdesetesh. But kehulum belay rashn tekeblesh ena wedesh confidence berash sinorsh nw desta minetaw. Lastly, endene advice don't get into relationships bezi gize. WORK ON YOURSELF! I know it's hard but bezi edmesh ketaynet yalew relationship magnet kebad nw because you're constantly growing. Asbiw eski rash are you the same person as you were in grade 8? Exactly. Wedefitm eyadegsh lela sw eyehonsh nw mtmechiw. So just work on your self. Focus on your education or whatever you're passionate about. Work on your future. Anchi keza destegna ena mulu honesh stgegni lelaw erasu yemetal trust me. Merach enji temerach athognim.