hello everyone, (short story) here's the deal i'm a 23 year old girl who is struggling with maintaining a r/ship. (the longer version) i've been in a r/ship once which ended in a very bad terms and after the break up i've been having a very messed up pattern when it comes to love and intimacy. the issue is i date guys (sometimes simultaneously) then i some how find fault on them and choose to end things b4 they go further and this has become a vicious cycle that i fear i'm gonna end up dying alone. idk how to stop it🤦‍♀ help?🥺