Hey guys I wrote something about sexuality earlier and here I go again cause there'd been some misunderstandings. Recall " I'm Bi (but mostly gay) I turned 18 this year and I have never experienced sex in my life coz I'm afraid of owning my sexuality(but I mma embrace it afterward whatever u gonna say) but now it's getting out of control. Every time I try not to feel things, on contrary, I feel it on my spine( belly) life fucking current travelling through my entire body.I've been to diffrent kinds of holy place including KATSLA and in Amhara, Tigray, SNNP.... regions for this reason and I get sick of fighting with myself. Most of u said I should join military and die in there with my dignity, that hurts it really hurts. Now I just need thoughtful opinions pls consider my feeling."
I'm Bi (but mostly gay) and a lot of people said it's curse. How could it be, huh? I realised it when I was 13 but still I'm here with my fucking porn videos trying to believe one day it'll be gone like it has never happened but now I'm losing my fucking hope and I'm thinking of owning it.