First repent regretting is the first step ..u must repent to ask this To your ንስሓ አባት ምንም ሳታስቀሪ And then እሳቸው የሚሉሽ ይኾናል ተክሊል means basically መከለል መቆጠብ from sexual stuff (ዝሙት) that might lead you to sex These sexual stuffs are masturbating ካላገባሽው ወንድ ጋር ከልክ ያለፈ ቀረቤታ these stuffs are sins and you have to repent before asking questions like if u want to marry with ተክሊል ተክሊል is ሽልማት ....የእግዚአብሔርን ትእዛዝ ጠብቀው አክብረው ለቆዩ ቅድስት ቤተክርስትያን የምትፈፅመው ሚስጥር ነው So there are two types of virginity ሃልዮ and ገቢር No one is pure from ሃልዮ በሃሳብ ዝሙት ፈፅሞ ማያውቅ እመቤታችን ቅድስት ድንግል ማርያም ብቻ ነች And then ገቢር is በተግባር ...ግንኙነት ከትዳር በፊት መፈፀም In your case u said he touched your private parts I'm sure no one will give you the best answer you are looking for her so just go pray repent and ask Egziabher kanchi ga yhun