Let it go Gurl....it won't help yu...Be the better person...Do u expect us to say "Go for it...u shud show him wt r u capable of ..." That's too childih seiously....even if it hurts a lot....its just intoxicating you with Negative energy...and its obvious that no one wants "Negative" energy in their life...So stay where u at....and Stop that None sense of "Eleheyinet"and Cherish ur relationship....if u screw it up....trust me u will end up regreting more....So Sista...I Will say it again....LET IT GO....😇