Ur a Good Gurl Sis...u did everythn for love and i rly apperciate that but ur in toxic relationship...u see sis...Relationship Goes Bothways....Its not one direction....U deserve the Same amount of Love...care and Attention U give fr ur partner...this is not questionable....i m sorry to say dis but U Need to Let go of him....For Your Own Sake...U deserve more...Focus on Your Future...cuz i know wt it feels to be put in ur situation cuz i have been their too...i know what that feels ...i know...It seems Safe to Hold on to but trust me...it will drown you....u need to let go of the fear of letting go...after that it wud be less hard fr u to decide....i m not saying u guys must separate ...but if its harming you...You Must...and Focus on ur study...i am Gr.12 too...so its better fr us to focus on our future...rather than Lurking around the thns that doesn't build Our Future ...and all i wanna say...is "Stay Strong" and "Keep Moving Forward" No matter wt shit happens 😇