Ive always felt lonely and that amazes me cuz there we're 5 girls that talk to me and which i really like to spend time with so i couldnt get why i felt lonely then to get rid of that feeling i decided to pick one girl from the 5 and tell them my deepest emotions so that it wont bother me anymore But then i had to choose one so i asked Which one should i talk to Should i talk to the girl that gives ne special treatment but thats more interested on wachin dramas than talk with me Or should i talk to the one thats talking with me just to pass the time and dosent want anything connected cuz when she finds smt more fun shes gonna go Or the one that just wants to hear my joke and when sometimes i get bored and start talking abt me or asking abt her she just leaves or shows no interest Or the one i just met and couldn't clique nor find anything interesting and she probably thinks im borring Oooor the one thats fun and understands me but is blinded with the search for a rich and successful boyfriend But then i suddenly realised that the problem must've been from me but i couldnt figure out what it really was But then i realised the irony of it, i saw everbodies flaws but i dont know mine Which brings me to my question, what is my flaw am i not interesting enough am i that ugly and repulsive am i a jerk or is it my behaviour or... idk maybe im all those things although i figured every single one of them liked smt abt me and also hated a part abt me Then i understood why im felt alone and its cuz non of them like the whole me Im just confused what do u guys think am i just being a drama queen or.... Tnx in advance