I understand the feeling more than u think, I cried so much due to this type of issue my family isn't all that bad but the things my dad says to my mom makes me cry every time they have arguments about stuff and kefel kolefo yasaderatal and she comes to me and sleeps with me and this stuff really hurts me but I try to stay positive and happy hoping I won't have to live through this once I join university and start working where I can make my family happy and most importantly myself happy, we only got like a year left so lets just hold on until then