bruhh I think you lost hope to live. Idk in what situation you are now but don't confront this #mood by urself just seek God He is around you to help you. God wants you to live . I've been in this mood before😢 and striving to be normal but I couldn't😔 then life started to get better when I gave everything to God and keep praying. #notice am not talking about economical issues but #mood if I didn't get your idea #pardon_me